Figuring Unfigured

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Woke up this morning with a very frosty feeling.
That jitter. That incubus.

Aku jadi ngga ngerti nih sama diriku sendiri.
Maunya apa sih aku ini?

But since when I know what I want?

Hiding behind that smiley face, day by day.
Lalu apa kabar yang ada dibaliknya?

Oh God.

Like,
that supermassive black hole sucking my consciousness.
Again.

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