I'm so SO-SO

Tonight, over a hot tea, I've been thinking :
Everything I considered as my specialities, unique selling points, extra abilities; whatever  it is, that helped me stands out among my previous society...

... is no longer distinctive.

Everybody here can do those stuffs too.
And they do good. Rrrreally good.
See, now I'm just an amateur at my best.
Awkward freshman in uber-cool highschool.

But this is good. This is right.
Means I can't forever pamper this lazyhead and satisfied for nothing.

Realita itu menggigit.
Menggigit, dan menggairahkan.
:)