Waks. Desember.

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Beberapa bulan yang lalu, aku kira pas nyampe bulan ini keadaannya akan begini. Eh ternyata malah begitu. Not only about one, two or three things. But my whole life. Yes. My whole life. Turning upside down.

And for this big matter called family, I wish I could tell them : Semua yang berusaha aku lakuin seumur hidupku itu cuma biar semuanya seneng... If from the very beginning my existence was wrong, I am terribly sorry. I wish I can do any better. I wish I can do any better. But this is something I could not change. I am sorry. I am sorry.

Lay this restless heart for a while, I wish I could.
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